are u ready?

girl, are u ready?
2day..really felt disappointed in myself..damn shit..yesterday revised till 2 am..but nothing help!! As i can't manage to bring out the point in 2day paper..this marketing paper was challenged! Tat's i can say. 2day, i been killed by this. When started doing the paper, all question were in BM.omg..shit, suddenly can't get familiar with them. My confidence drop to 20%. omg..what really damn was ..total is 100 mark. Objective was 55 and essay was 45. Within 2 hours, u should finished them. That's challenged. Objective question, i really crashed my head on it. Think and think..along the way, my confidence from 20% started to drop..19..15...10...5%...o..no...That's not mine..girl..wake up..i told myself..wake up..what are u doing here!! First time, i felt i had challenged. I had failed to be challenged. The feeling was up and down...When turned on the essay part, yes..the question was good. But, i only have 1 hour to get 45 mark. I don't want to just put in some point. The whole semester, i was studying this marketing ...i want it to be more compact and more point. At last, i failed to complete one of the question 15 mark gone. yes, i angry with myself, why ..why u can manage to do ...is not the mark, is the management. I really failed to manage it well..sad..
After exam, i quickly managed my damn feeling..preparing my things...for the Pahang journey. The cocoa bean..haiz..bad news i received. Since raining recently, i had to wait for the another week.
By the way, my phone line been interrupted..what the heal..i just forgot to pay..and delay for few days..why u close my line. k..maybe is my mistake. But after i done the payment, why i need to wait for so long to restore back my line. Maxis..u really damn..i know, is yr principal ..but u should think..to upgrade yr service too...
Lastly, meet my etiqa's friends. From the conversation and presentation, i really din get much ready..girl..disappointed .You should be ready in every time..

2day, really a experience for me..girl, be ready at every time . In life, we want see the content, i don want the surface..k...please bear in mind. Don't repeat it again...whatever things had been done, can't changed. For the future, please.girl....gambateh!!

My birthday...

last saturday till monday..sweet..ha..quite much of celebration! actually, i din expect the sunday's celebration.Thank guys, miss and love u all..
The saturday nite..really an impress and sweet memory.I had never seen this 'drama' in live. That's reality. That night at station 1, was the birthday of me and another girl whom side beside us . Hmm..the girl ,i think ard age 26 old. That nite, her boyfriend purposed her to marriage him.o..that screen..really unexpected. The girl started to cry when the guy announced in front of the public. omg! brave man..proud of u..tat really not an easy job!! Really..ha..i am thinking , if the girl disagreed with him..how??how sure he was?? a quite touching ending...ha..anyway, still remember chuan keat said: so easy to get the thing done!! ha..not easy to get to the stage of marriage from couple. Many uncertaincy occur between every process..ha..is not easy ..really wish u both..happy beloved !!
That nite, ha..actually quite nice talked with the geng. From that, the distance become more closer and get to know someone. As from the pass, i really don't have much idea about u..ha..but from tat night, many story had been heard..nice.
The sunday's celebration, ting..thank you for that ya. Really sweet and happy when sawing all of the member came and celebrated with me..although was just a dinner. Really appreciated..and i liked the picture u dedicated for me..thank ah..ting! Everyone had changed for the better ..ha..this relationship sure bring us tightly..till the end..haha..

The monday's celebration, ha..quite nice. Since few months din see him.That nite, meet him again. The environment was comfortable and peaceful. That's the environment i wish to have. Be natural.Thank for the dinner, appreciated ! actaully, i din expect u will know and remember my birthday. I was shocked when receiving your sms. ha..anyway, a comfortable date with u..thank you!

All the best for myself..and the coming future. Strive for that!!Gambateh :)