2009

long time din come here ...hmm...felt a bit sorry and 'regret' to myself..
the last history was on 2008..but now..and 2day is 3/4/09.
this few months..hmm..life is up and down..ha..how to say..someones and somethings..hmm..hold me for a moment..
this few months...involved in food company dealing with paste and filling..really a good experiences for me..and a hint for me ..what am i going to fight for in the future.maybe the pass two year , struggled and strive hard for what i want , what i aim and what i target..hmm..plus the environment inside there, really push me forward...and forward..till certain level.hmm , when reach the equilibrium..me drop ..really come to the junction on what i am doing, is it what i want, or just follow others..when come to the junction, down...damn feeling...really kill me..hate that..when one's can't crop with,it really kill me..really..
but finally , the life still on ...keep seeking the directions and align myself ...i know i will..
when searching that, there are many things and people come in my life..hmm..sometimes, really don know how to relate..(relate here maybe is the others way )..
really tough for me..but ...sure i can crop with ..i know..there are chances ..but i am not sure who the person and the things come into me.plus really don understand what they are thinking.maybe me is the person whom 'deactive'..maybe in this time,i am not confidence enough.
whatever ,i know, life still go on...there are the things and oppurtunity in life which i need to seek ..invest myself, be pretty ,be smart ...be everything..hhah...cheer..